
While having a tough time trying to be a good mom, and feeling like I am a particularly bad mother. (Mac is sick, and Abby's two years old and likes to wear on my patience) It has been a long day, Mac has been crying almost the whole day, and I have been getting more and more upset. Why do I let his cry bother me so much?? I just wish that I could be a better mom... better yet the best Mom!! I feel awful, I feel like I am not meant to do this (meaning parenting). But thank goodness for my Abby girl. She made me feel much better. Here is our conversation.
Abby: "Mom, we need to talk about it." (She says this after noticing that I am sad and upset)
Mom: Yeah.
Abby: So Jesus, He just wants you to sings songs and be happy.
Mom: So Jesus just wants us to sing songs??
Abby: Yeah, cause Jesus wants.......(Abby currently deep in thought... she pauses)...... Jesus wants ME for a sunbeam.
Abby: And Heavenly Father and God are the... same! And Jesus is the same.
Mom: That's right Abby.... should we sing a song?
Abby: YEAH!! Let's sing that song.. Jesus wants me for a jingle bell.
So this conversation quickly turned from very spiritual to a Christmas jingle bells song. None the less she made me feel so much better. With her I am always reminded that I have second chances to be a better Mom everyday. That is as long as I give her fruit snacks.
I am not going to lie.... parenting is hard for me. But I am so very grateful that I have my wonderful husband to be here for me, and that I have my absolutely crazy daughter to make me laugh and realize that everything is going to be alright.